“Change doesn’t come without invitation. You won’t discover it in routine. And you won’t create an all-new and better you if you wait for someone else to give you permission. Transformation begins-and ends-inside of you.”—Perfect by Ellen Hopkins (via letsstartariot)
just one of those days/weeks….i have been averaging literally 3 1/2 hours of sleep per night….mind you i work full time and don’t nap. i am thinking of going to see a doctor or psychiatrist, though i don’t want any other kinds of meds prescribed at all.
but yea, i get to work today (i had been crying all night/day) and one of my bosses asks, “are you crying?” and i just burst out sobbing uncontrollably and she came over and hugged me and shit…so embarassing. i was like “IM SO SORRY. THIS IS EXTREMELY UNPROFESSIONAL.” but her and OOOG made me feel better about it. i’m such a spaz. holy shit.
“Anyone can become angry—that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way—this is not easy.”—Aristotle (via burnthazel)
worked 12 of the last ohhh 20 hours, and the other 8 i did not spend eating and sleeping like a normal person. oh no. my insomnia has reached new heights and i was only able to sleep an hour and a half total between stupid shifts. so i am delirious, and i look like complete shit. and everyone is crazy and i don’t even know any more
“Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I’d something more to say.”—Pink Floyd (Time)